lost_love_lost (lost_love_lost) wrote in cut_yourself,

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Why did i ever make you say goodbye?

How many days will I die,
before you can hear me cry?

Locked inside my mind,
screaming for help inside.
Yet keeping you blind
from the pain in my eyes
and all the tears I’ve cried.

Will I ever wake
or is this really my fate?
To forever wake
in this pain filled state.

His eyes locked with mine,
what warmth I felt inside.
The love we shared,
how it made me scared.
That now alone I cry
for I made him say

Oh, how I miss his kiss...
I hate lies yet I have so many of my own; I try so hard to hide from myself, afraid to see what is really left of me. I once hade someone who loved me someone who made me feel alive again but the only fear I have is of love, so I pushed him away. Why did I have to be so stupid? I’ve never been afraid of anything before, and I didn’t know how to handle it, I still don’t. But I’ve never regretted anything as much as I regret letting the love of my life go and he’ll never know…
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